Today marked the 1st day of Ramadan. I feel so numb that I don't know what should I be feeling. I mean I am thankful that the holy month is here but the thought of not going through this sacred month without my loved ones, just makes me so numb inside. So many emotions yet no words to describe it. Definitely, I feel sad. Period.

I miss my family. Miss having the pre-dawn meals and breaking fast with them. Also, I am sad by the thought of people whom I know, spending their time behind bars in this holy month. I just miss all of them! I do hope that they all are well and going thru the month with an open heart. I hope they remember me... and the times we used to spend together during this sacred month...

Right now is actually my lunch time at work, and here I am updating my long-abandoned blog. I have been very private nowadays... partly due to the fact that there's no one to hear me out haha. Or that no one will understand my emotions. My emotions do run wild at times, flooding me with sadness and disappointments. Big question, Am I depressed? I don't know, you people. I'm just passing by each day. But for sure, Nailah do brighten my life every sec! Oh I just love her kisses... Any mother would understand me on this.

I'll upload latest pics of her when I have the time.. Nowadays, I'm just so occupied and too lazy to update my blog.

Selamat Berpuasa!